Overwhelmed

People have asked me recently how I'm holding up (my mom recently had cancer surgery if you didn't know) and I keep coming back to one word: OVERWHELMED.  I am overwhelmed by everything.  I feel like if I were a cup, full with all the crap going on dealing with endometriosis and the death of a family member and other various crappy things, I would be brimming over.  I literally feel so miserable at times that I don't want to be around people because I might infect them.  (Didn't Meredith say something similar on Grey's Anatomy?  Hmm...)

In a little while I'm going to the doctor for my appointment.  Normally I don't feel much of anything about this since I'm pretty used to it and all but today for some reason I am feeling overly anxious.  Maybe it's not the doctor at all and just me, I don't know.

I'm Back!! (Yay!)

Hi everyone who might read this blog!!  So, my computer crashed suddenly, or I guess it wouldn't boot up to be more specific.  After about three weeks, I now have my computer back from Best Buy, who sent it back to me covered in dirt and dust.  Gross.  And restored, so everything I had on it is gone and I've spend an hour now updating software, adding anti-virus, other programs, etc.  So that's why there has been no blogging and no news.  My less than a year old computer broke.  

A lot has happened even in a short time, so I will write more... probably tomorrow once my computer is set back up and ready to go.

I missed you, blog! :)